My old ways

Money!! Hmm...everyone has their own way on spending money. Many may choose not to pay bills and may, well end up in a crisis for help. Before I had serious bills like car insurance, etc...I spent most of my money on Ice Cream, which is really dumb. I was 16 at the time I did this now since im 18 two years older, I learned the hard way to learn how to stretch and make my money last longer. I work as a crew member at Taco Bell and don't make much at all, but what i do with the money I make is I pay the important bills first. It about that time to start looking for an apartment which I started last school year. Now since I know what kind of pay I make every two weeks I have an idea on which types of apartments to look into.

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Life

Man, I been through a lot. I had my ups and downs. I feel like I just can't go on in life, you know what I mean? Have you ever felt like just throwing in the towel in some part of your life and don't care two shits about it? I have and damn I hate the feelings. When do you feel incomplete in life what do you do? To be honest when it comes to that I just lift my hands and pray to my Jesus because He had brought me out so much in my life and I think him for it I really do. If it wasn't for the lord on my side where would I be, is what I ask myself every day.

Speaking Up

On any other day people may feel they need a little positive words or sayings spoken to them right? Or have a love one always there that would tell them to keep their head up an not to give up. I wrote my very own positive letter that keeps me going on days I felt like dying or no one was there to keep me going at all. So I have decided to share it with you all today. It's only a year old. I been debating on when I should make a blog about it.

The Letter

People may had mistreated me, called me out of my name; what they don't know is I'm stronger than you ever thought I be. Even though I've been through some things God made me better. Its time for me to live on with life, forget those days, them years; its time to soar. I look back over many things in my life the one thing I wish to change I can't, it had it course now it's time to move on. Many may think my life is easy, how about changing shoes for a while? I thought about it for a while " A dream is what you make out of life? If you don't live it don't wish you had it. Life isn't greener on the other side." My days had been blue, I'm slowly learning that being better is being stronger! Only the wiser help make who you are!

My letter is more like a punch in the ass to help people who been molested, raped, feels like being pushed aside and living in a single parent home. I try my hardest to help people, they choose if they want the help. It is also good to help yourself too.